Aku, Cairo n Soifi III

12th July 2008, I’m alone!

Then, wat will happen to me?

Huhu.. I have my own plan during summer, but I do pray everything goes smooth n happen as I have planned.

My flight inshaAllah will be on .. (wat day, I forgot !!) 2August .. wat tyme (forgot too).. adoi, have to reveal my flight ticket to ensure I dun miss any.

N around these few days, my ibu always wonder about me, questions’ clouding over n puzzling dominates, how I’m doing, wat would I do for this summer..

I have clarified it, in detail each step will be taken. Perhaps, ibu worries more as her daughter is far away from her, n I could illustrate how the face of peace n luv is drawn by worry n concern.

Grief n sorrow, lonely n forlorn. It’s me. I dunno is it okay or not. my fwens kept provoking me to go back early.. but then, I have to be strong.

Come on Radin, I had been in Malaysia during my winter, why dun i bear all those things?

Yerhh.. I do pray hard for a piece of peace deep in my sick soul..

O Lord of the Realm.. do fulfill my wish.. I, as a human being is subjected to err, how ur bless is sought, plz listen to my exalt above all undertakings. Let me out from da nest of enmity..

I am pretty mortified, I couldn’t do any rather than ask for ur forgiveness, ur bless..

p/s seriously, I really forgot my best fwen birthday. Adoi, really forgot. i had remembered it, few days before the particular date, msg her as usual, asking for her news watsoeva, but really, I forgot it on da particular day. The day I overwhelmed the physio oral. Unfortunately, when I msg her, he said it almost more than a month already. Actually, it is 28th May, not 28th June!Adoi..

n also I forgot Shuk’s Birthday, 7th July n I still bear in my mind during the her last year birthday celebration, we were together n now, when we r isolated, I simply forget the day.. how come? 7th July, I was on my summer camp, away from my organizer n hps. Adehhhh. *offense*

I beg for ur apologies!!

Sorryyyy!!!