DAre??!!

Am i dare or not?? huh, I think too much over my inferiority during the xm, I won’t write anything regarding the field. Yerghh, sumbody will say dat I keep writing n babbling, messing about, though I didn’t perform well in my own duty. (syndrome pre kecewa dengan exam, tapi, examiner tengah tanda kertas, tawakal saja padaNya :G)

It can’t be undone. But then, I promise sumthing to myself, to be shared with all of u, hoping dat, nobody will repeat the same thing dat I did. Plz guys, study well since the early of the year, understanding the lectures immediately, keep n bear all da facts in ur mind.

Uuuhh.. damn! I really enjoy the study at the end of the sem, perhaps afta accomodating wif the kinda like biology subject. Perghh, biology yang sama dengan medic, not vice versa.

Erk, note: I wasn’t well in my biology during my fourth n fifth former act, even Cikgu Marina is such a great teacher.
My obvious weakness is I can’t memorize such bulk info. History, I dedicate my strength into the exercises, instead of repeating on memorizing or reading da lackluster text book. Huhh.. when I got bored or being distracted wif another subject during my prep class, I got da history exercise, opened d answer sheets n wrote dem all without thinking any.. juz 1 aim, finish dem!

(ada 2 buku esei, n 2 buku MCQ tuh by topics,sumer setel dengan meniru haha).. dunno how da effort is being blessed, n Alhamdulillah, my answers were written down smoothly into the ans sheet in any History xm.

Uuhh, medic.. medic.. Cardio Vascular System is my favorite. Nevertheless, each single of medical study is full of astonishment n taking the wind out of our sails. How such a complicated systems could be integrated to form the best n seamless creature.. Subhanallah.

Da most exciting, I’m trying to implement my medical knowledge. Afta I got a chat wif my cousin, Albar, I’m inspired. He asked me to story about anything regarding da medicine.. though initially, I failed to make it as simple as it could be. Dengan bahasa rojak campur medic term, memanglah.

Then, he provoked me “ni la dr, bila suruh explain, tak boleh nak buat orang faham,” hah? Adoi!

K, k, then I asked him, how he’s taking breath during exercise. Deep n slow inspiration, then , i asked him, why is it so?

Sembang.. dan sembang.. cerita pasal dead space, tidal volume (tapi tak kata tidal volume, udara yang kita hembus dan tarik) then, how dat particular matter gives significant for our breathing n how deep n slow inspiration is da best mechanism in long run exercise cam jog.

Then, during da study leave, I went out to jog around. Huuhh.. Practicing da deep n slow breath taking, gave such a difference. Dulu suka nafas membabi buta, memang la hancuss.. sekarang saya budak dah belajar~ heh..

Afta all, regarding my study, I do admit my prev mistakes, dat should be taken as a lesson. I won’t do dat anymore! If my xm result goes ruined, it indicates dat I should re study n re test in order to confirm dat my theoretical base is fit enuf. Yerlah, exam kasi tembak jer, fix ppl pun tembak ke? Erk, u won’t do dat to ur patient rite?

Go tru d xm, let me re think about the study. Is it a slip of fate? Uhh, dat bad whisper, kind of distracting. Then, i think it some more, I made dis afta my istikharah, He guided me to dis way. Then, why should I be inferior n give all up?

Heh, da difficulties is nothing as long as we believe, we get wiser n tougher afta going tru it. yerhh.. wat da use for being such the best creature, human being if we fail to confront dem.

Uuuhh.. distracted lagi.. act nak cerita pasal benda nih, dah cerita lain.. ayyo..

“Clarification of a subject is the aim and goal of illustration. No matter how beautifully painted, how delicately and subtly render a subject may be, it is of a little value as a medical illustration if it does not serve to make clear some medical point”

F.H. Netter, MD
Physian n artist, died in 1991~

Ulas pada lain entry lah. ehhe..

TQ,
C’s Radin, MS
Kasr El Ainy Medical School,
Cairo University.

p/s MS stands for Medical Student:D
p/s masih punya oral, doakan yer~